I sit here wondering what's wrong with me? Where do I fit in?
In my early 40s, I have two beautiful children, a good man in my life, a dog, a career and a roof over my head. What more do I need?
As I sit here at home taking some time off work trying to figure out what's missing, I've come to the realization that all I want is to be loved and cherished unconditionally. I'm looking for positive encouragement from those in my life that are most important to me. Love me for me, mistakes and all.
I grew up in a Christian home where we went to church every Sunday. I don't go to church anymore and haven't in a very long time but I have taken with me some great values that I practice everyday in my life. I see myself as a good person, I'm not perfect by any means but I treat others as I would like to be treated. So what do I do now that I've come to the realization that the base of my family life, my parents; (more so my mother) have denied me the freedom to express who I am. Now, as an adult, I'm finding out that I'm always doing what other people tell me to do not what I want to do. I've always done what I'm told for the most part and I'm realizing that I don't have my own voice.
In my early 40s, I have two beautiful children, a good man in my life, a dog, a career and a roof over my head. What more do I need?
As I sit here at home taking some time off work trying to figure out what's missing, I've come to the realization that all I want is to be loved and cherished unconditionally. I'm looking for positive encouragement from those in my life that are most important to me. Love me for me, mistakes and all.
I grew up in a Christian home where we went to church every Sunday. I don't go to church anymore and haven't in a very long time but I have taken with me some great values that I practice everyday in my life. I see myself as a good person, I'm not perfect by any means but I treat others as I would like to be treated. So what do I do now that I've come to the realization that the base of my family life, my parents; (more so my mother) have denied me the freedom to express who I am. Now, as an adult, I'm finding out that I'm always doing what other people tell me to do not what I want to do. I've always done what I'm told for the most part and I'm realizing that I don't have my own voice.
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